Day-of-Despair is nearing in less than 18hrs...haizz...but seriously i dun feel anytink...neither anxious nor excited...wadz wrong wif me??...2 mths ago, when i 1st came to YJ, i detested...but nw, i longed to stay even tho i noe i haf 80% chance of leaving...the ppl, the place, the canteen food(stall no. 2 and 3), i cant bear to part wif dem......and esp my dear...i noe u gave me the freedom 2 make my own choice, u r actually forcing me to make painful decisions...its tormenting and excruciating...n u noe how much i love u......sum ppl say, once 2 lovebirds get separated fr their cages, dey wil b apart 4eva...i dun wish tt day would come, but i shldnt get irrational in my tinking...

the results wil finally b out tmr...2 hope for gd or bad results i m seriously in a dilemma...tis iz the 1st time i experience such oppressing feeling of contradiction...i prayed sincerely for my dear for gd results...but wad bout me??...wad would i do if i were able 2 get into a better college??...tis thot has been hovering in my mind for the past mth, but i haf seemed to let it go rite at tis veri moment, rite b4 the day the results are going 2 b out...whY??...y dun i feel afraid...afraid of losing evrytink tt i used to haf......perhaps my thots haf been straightened...by God?? i m nt sure, perhaps its by circumstances ard me and by u, my dear...u gave me the strength to carry on...thanks for all tis sweet memories and happiness u brought me during these few wks, n i hope we can cont'd to b 2gether til end of time...

last but nt least. gd luck to everyone for their Os.

..its been lyk a wk nw tt i juz found out i haf no commitment n patience 2 sit in front of my comp 2 update my pUny cUtie bloG:S anywae..tts b.sides the pt..dia0zers..

i thot alot 2dae..bout mon forecomings + future + current relationship etc. ...rather frustrating n vexed..

anywae i find Photo Hunt-ing 2 b real fun esp. when playin in a conducive environment..hahAx..seriously..its much more enjoyable dan LAN/Pool/Bowling/Shooting Games..

rambling on..

i nid 2 break my personal best of 42 plates in 3hrs at Sakae one day..but my tummy din do me proud lately..dia0..i 4got wadz my strategy but anywae if any1 is kind enuf 2 hlp pls tag it here thx..

rambling on..
tmr sat's but i dun seem to haf the mood to play..rather paranoid..if JC life is lyk tt dan i would rather apply for scholarship in asylum..at least i haf cushioned walls for me 2 bang on..tho the straight jacket is rather uncomfy..

lets see how tmr wil turn out..

luv u sweetheart..

'O's results are COMING OUT OMFG..day-of-despair is nearing..
rumor #1: 25th Feb, 2pm
rumor #2: 28th Feb..

the toopid MOE letter regarding teaching as a career is driving its recipients nuts wif plain rumors..wtf..
the atmosphere in college changed dramatically..skipping lectures and poning sch are a common sight..haizz..wad wil happen if i score badly......i wil leave tt 2 worry 1 day b4 the results are out...

9am : * ring ring * the 6100 vibrated away on my bed...its freakin' annoying 2 receive a fone call in the morningz esp when u wanna slp late...but anyway...its was fr Alvin asking me 2 go repair hp wif him...tho sleepy, i juz had 2 move my exhausted body fr my comfort zone...well tts basically how my dae started...freaking Andre smsed me 2 go bowling wif him n her Fugly stead...oh well since i haf nth 2 do y not tag along...CW n Gk were called upon and we 3 dynamic trios stormed the Safra Cathay Bowling...to out amazement, the lanes were packed wif bowlers fr NTU,NUS,SMU,TP,NP,NYP etc. KaoZ total Ownage!! esp. ppl fr Temasek Poly. 8 Strikes 2 spares WTF...consistent lyk sh*t...well we trio got the shock of our lives so...anyway we went walkin ard...we came back at ard 4.30pm for 3 games which is so so sianz... but anyway i started learning spin ball...but stil...it nids perfection ahahahax...dotx...hope i can bowl my PSLE score 1 day...

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Mornz suppose to go sch but in the end went to polyclinic...sack sack...dan go find my dar dar, dan went SAKAE SUSHI!! i miss the sushi lyk HELL lor esp. the Soft Shell Crab Handroll!! its the best handroll on Earth OMG...well the buffet onli last 1hr for us so i onli managed to eat 25plates...sobx sobx...my record was 42 in 3hrs...haizz...nvm...anyway aft tt, i went to watch Constantine wif my dar dar...a rather humorous show... angelz vs. devilz, Satan vs God etc. but lyk warteva...its stil a lame show:P...anyway here's sum "food" for thot...
"Wad did the Fisherman say to the Stingray??




ans: dun b "stingy" -_-"

Super-Slacker Day...

Missed ALL YJC's "uninteresting" lectures...feeling guilty but great at the same time...wif 1 wk left in YJ, who cares?? nt even our incompetent CT could do anytink, total YJ loser:P haizz...its rather sad to leave YJ tho. cant bear to leave the T21 "container" class esp HER...but well we can stil kp contact rite? anyway, lets nt mention bout the day-of-despair, 2dae had YET another Kbox outing wif Container frenz, saints of T21. the company includes Jia Hao,Felicia, Eng Siew, Si Min, Wen Si, Andre, GK, me and last but not least, dar dar...ok my voice was screwed, couldnt hit the high notes at all, but anyway had fun nonetheless...ok i dun wan 2 b mushy mushy so i will juz end it here...if nt ppl will say i gross or wadeva...

2dae was a rather tough dae...JC life nv looked so boring b4...i was "suffocated" during the midst of 2dae's schedule...recess was as if a gift fr God comparing tt to the tormoil i had to suffer in uninteresting lectures...thankfully, i get to see my dar dar and was instantly revitalised...haizz...but tinks got worst in the aftnoon...my dar dar was pissed:( seriously...its all my fault i noe...i didnt show enuf care n concern...negligence was the bait n i was the poor little fish named Pj(not Barney's fren "BJ"!...)...i could have made matters worst...but she was kind-hearted enuf to hear my explanation n spared me a thot...i gotta love her for tt * muacks * fortuantely, aft a small lover's tiff, i felt the bonding got stronger...i will love my dar dar even more...

P.S even tho u said u 4given me i noe u wont 4get...but i assure u it will nt happen again kae? i promise...

hiyo...i juz realized i havnt update my blog for 2daes liao...simply too busy n too exhausted to do blogging...anyway i promised my dar dar i wont say anymoer mushy stuffs so 4 those reading tis blog gd 4 u hahahx...n since i haven written for 2 daes i wont bother recalling n summarizing wad to rite...so y not i post a Qian Bian Qns for u ppl reading tis 2 ans??

here goes:

Qns: Wad do u call a full-grown boy??
(scroll down for ans...)








Ans: A Man...Duh!!(haha awful pun as usual:P)

haha as lame as eva...to add, i was suppose to go jogging n gyming nw but since i got a blister on my toe n i let my laziness get eh better of me, i would rather sit down on my comfy chair n do blogging:D
k signing off...

Love Amanda...

2day was super boring...cant even see my darling lor so sianz...n i noe she tired le oso cant go see her or sth...haizz...anyway...2day suppose to go KBox, but ended up in KPool,i almost wanted to KB(awful pun)...and so instead of playing Pool i decided to play my fav. game Photo Hunt!! too bad my darling wasnt wif me so couldnt enjoy myslf much:( aft bout a boring 30min, i reluctantly got myslf 2 play pool...as usual i got thrashed at my weakest sport ever...and so the time reads 4.30pm...we came 2 and agreement to go Heerens...but 2 our dismay, virtually all the shops were out of business(except HMV)...so it was yet another boring excursion...sumbody in my clique sparked a suggestion...and so we went BK for High Tea(or wadeva)...i had Salad(yeah!! muz jian fei for my dar dar...)the BK Chix Salad rox u ppl reading my blog shld try it haha...ok...aftwards...we WALKED to PS(cuz Wj say he wan 2 save cash, n i wanted 2 Jian Fei...)...haizz...went to P, nth to shop so we went ARCADE(dunno how old liao still go arcade...dotx...) played sum lame games n esp DDR(got OWNED by the machine lor...damn paiseh...)...haizz...tts all bout it...a boring day w/o the companion of my darling...sobx sobx...

i haven seen my darling for 24hrs(except her foto)...i waited for ur call...but u said u wont b able to make it back home early...haizz...but i will wait...2day's visiting was so boring w/o u...haizz...and i thot i would b able 2 see u tmr...but u said u'll b busy...haizz...y is fate making fun of me...i miss my darling dearly yet God wont allow us see each other nor tok 2 each other...i m getting paranoid over it...

darling if u're reading tis when u get home...i juz wan 2 say sry n i love you...hope we can chat tmr kae??...